so..
bio was a complete disaster.


i din study bio. at all.
so diz is wad i get.



paper1 : main tembaaaaaak!
paper2 : structure : the paper came to me empty. and went back empty.
essay: crap, crap and more crap.
paper3 : i did a bit cuz i read abit bout experiments.



jz wen i think nothing can be more miserable than my bio exam!


i got ma graduation picture 2day.

ma hair is all messy. (it is almost like all ma bad hair days were compressed into the pic)

i look i jz woke up fom sleep..no.no i look like i am asleep!

the LAZY eyes and the "can-ve-jz-get-diz-over-wid?- smile.

m very3 sure ppl are going to be amused with my picture.

but the good news for 2day is..


maths tuisyen is cancelled!!!!!

yayyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

hahaha!

i'm back?
x really. =P

examz is a few days away.
and i am totally freaking out!!
may God be wid me.

I

jz wanted to wish all ma frenz

ALL THE BEST for ur mid year!!

*susah2 dahulu, sng2 mudian!

~olle~

every single day, we moan n complain and dread about how awful n hot the weather is.
i dunt know bout u guys but i do. and i am utterly sick of it.
i think its time for us to do something rather than jz sayin it all da time.
anybody can talk.
but only some can walk da talk.

i think its time v needed a change.
its time we took responsibility for the mistakes we have done towards mother nature under da name of civilisation.

help in da plight to save mother nature.
help in da fight against global warming!
for there is stil some hope left that we can make a difference.


log on to http://www.earthhour.org and sign up now.

if it isnt now..den it is never.

Legendary Marilyn Monroe

Marilyn Monroe personified Hollywood glamour with an unparalleled glow and energy that enamored the world. Although she was an alluring beauty with voluptuous curves and a generous pout, Marilyn was more than a '50s sex goddess. Her apparent vulnerability and innocence, in combination with an innate sensuality, has endeared her to the global consciousness. She dominated the age of movie stars to become, without question, the most famous woman of the 20th Century.

She was born Norma Jeane Mortenson on June 1, 1926 in Los Angeles, California, to Gladys Baker. As the identity of her father is undetermined, she was later baptized Norma Jeane Baker. Gladys had been a film cutter at RKO studios, but psychological problems prevented her from keeping the job and she was eventually committed to a mental institution.

Norma Jeane spent most of her childhood in foster homes and orphanages until 1937, when she moved in with family friend Grace McKee Goddard. Unfortunately, when Grace's husband was transferred to the East Coast in 1942, the couple couldn't afford to take 16-year-old Norma Jeane with them. Norma Jeane had two options: return to the orphanage or get married.

On June 19, 1942 she wed her 21-year-old neighbor Jimmy Dougherty, whom she had been dating for six months. "She was a sweet, generous and religious girl," Jimmy said. "She liked to be cuddled." By all accounts Norma Jeane loved Jimmy, and they were happy together until he joined the Merchant Marines and was sent to the South Pacific in 1944.

After Jimmy left, Norma Jeane took a job on the assembly line at the Radio Plane Munitions factory in Burbank, California. Several months later, photographer David Conover saw her while taking pictures of women contributing to the war effort for Yank magazine. He couldn't believe his luck. She was a "photographer's dream." Conover used her for the shoot and then began sending modeling jobs her way. The camera loved Norma Jeane, and within two years she was a reputable model with many popular magazine covers to her credit. She began studying the work of legendary actresses Jean Harlow and Lana Turner, and enrolled in drama classes with dreams of stardom. However, Jimmy's return in 1946 meant Norma Jeane had to make another choice- this time between her marriage and her career.

Norma Jeane divorced Jimmy in June of 1946, and signed her first studio contract with Twentieth Century Fox on August 26, 1946. She earned $125 a week. Soon after, Norma Jeane dyed her hair blonde and changed her name to Marilyn Monroe (borrowing her grandmother's last name). The rest, as the saying goes, is history.

Marilyn's first movie role was a bit part in 1947's The Shocking Miss Pilgrim. She played a series of inconsequential characters until 1950, when John Huston's thriller The Asphalt Jungle provided her with a small but influential role. Later that year, Marilyn's performance as Claudia Caswell in All About Eve (starring Bette Davis) earned her further praise. From then on Marilyn worked steadily in movies such as: Let's Make It Legal, As Young As You Feel, Monkey Business and Don't Bother to Knock. It was her performance in 1953's Niagara, however, that delivered her to stardom. Marilyn played Rose Loomis, a beautiful young wife who plots to kill her older, jealous husband (Joseph Cotten).

Marilyn's success in Niagara was followed with lead roles in the wildly popular Gentlemen Prefer Blondes (co-starring Jane Russell) and How to Marry a Millionaire (co-starring Lauren Bacall and Betty Grable). Photoplay magazine voted Marilyn the Best New Actress of 1953, and at 27 years old she was undeniably the best-loved blonde bombshell in Hollywood.

On January 14, 1954, Marilyn married baseball superstar Joe DiMaggio at San Francisco's City Hall. They had been a couple for two years, after Joe asked his agent to arrange a dinner date. "I don't know if I'm in love with him yet," Marilyn said when the press got word of their relationship, "but I know I like him more than any man I've ever met." During their Tokyo honeymoon, Marilyn took time to perform for the service men stationed in Korea. Her presence caused a near-riot among the troops, and Joe was clearly uncomfortable with thousands of men ogling his new bride.

Unfortunately, Marilyn's fame and sexual image became a theme that haunted their marriage. Nine months later on October 27, 1954, Marilyn and Joe divorced. They attributed the split to a "conflict of careers," and remained close friends.

Marilyn was ready to shed her "shallow blonde" image by 1955. It had gotten her into the spotlight, but now that she had the opportunity and experience, Marilyn wanted to pursue serious acting. She took a hiatus from Hollywood and moved to New York City to study under Lee Strasberg at his Actors' Studio. In 1956, Marilyn started her own motion picture company, Marilyn Monroe Productions. The company produced Bus Stop and The Prince and the Showgirl (co-starring Sir Laurence Olivier). These two films allowed her to demonstrate her talent and versatility as an actress. Marilyn received further recognition for 1959's Some Like It Hot, winning a Golden Globe for Best Actress in a Comedy.

On June 29, 1956, Marilyn wed playwright Arthur Miller. The couple met through Lee Strasberg, and friends reported she made him "giddy." While they were married, Arthur wrote the part of Roslyn Taber in 1961's The Misfits especially for Marilyn. The movie co-starred Clark Gable and Montgomery Clift. Sadly, the marriage between Marilyn and Arthur ended on January 20, 1961, and The Misfits was to be Marilyn's (and Gable's) last completed film.

At the 1962 Golden Globes, Marilyn was named female World Film Favorite, once again demonstrating her widespread appeal.

Sadly, in a shocking turn of events on the early morning of August 5, 1962, 36-year-old Marilyn died in her sleep at her Brentwood, California home. The world was stunned. Marilyn's vibrant spirit and beauty made it impossible to believe she was gone. On August 8, 1962, Marilyn's body was laid to rest in the Corridor of Memories, #24, at Westwood Memorial Park in Los Angeles, California.

During her career, Marilyn made 30 films and left one, Something's Got to Give, unfinished. She was more than just a movie star or glamour queen. A global sensation in her lifetime, Marilyn's popularity has extended beyond star status to icon. Today, the name "Marilyn Monroe" is synonymous with beauty, sensuality and effervescence. She remains an inspiration to all who strive to overcome personal obstacles for the goal of achieving greatness.

"I knew I belonged to the public and to the world, not because I was talented or even beautiful, but because I had never belonged to anything or anyone else." -Marilyn Monroe.

y god? y? -lol-

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

da worst has happenned.
i really cant blive i din see it cumin.
man, hw can i hv been dat blind?

i tink its best if i juzt embraced it.
and b4 u guys out der hu r readin diz blog of mine start imagining yg bukan2
i beta announce wads all diz commotion about.

here it goz
u guys may wana hold on to ur seat cuz diz is a true shocker (well at least it is fer me)

ON DA 13TH OF FEB 2009

CONFESSION OF SHOPAHOLIC is hittin da theaters!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay. mayb it is not a complete shocker fer sum of u guys.
but i as die hard Shopaholic series fan find diz news hard to digest. very hard. and i m deeply offended too!!

and here r da reasons y..

a. dey din inform me dat dey'd b makin a movie adaption of da book.

b. dey did not call me fer da casting of Becky.

c. i was expectin jen ann to play da character of Rebecca Bloomwood. idk y but evrytime i read d book i pic jen ann and sumtimes me of cuz but definitely not sum1 like Hugh Dancy.
and if ur wonderin hu she is, shez da one huz playin da role of Becky.
so i am really pissed and dissapointed fer evryting is not seeming to be on how i pictured it.

and d. DEY DID NOT CALL CALL ME FER DA CASTIN OF BECKY!

* a reallly long heavy sigh of dissapointment*

okayokay
let bygonez be bygonez
i juz hope da movie is beta den da book.
u noe wad
on second thought i hope da book is beta
no no da movie
no..da book.
nope. da movie!
haiih
apa pun je lar..
i hope m satisfied
and i hope others are too wid da movie. =)

and Hugh Dancy, dat shud hv been me out der but u jz got lucky missy!

so u beta give a super duper like totally awesome perfomance as Rebecca Bloomwood or m gna get on da nex plane to Hollywood and gv u a piece of ma mind young lady!

one can check out da trailer by clickin on blog aite.

waaahhh..lamanyer x blog!!!

tnx to ma dear fren Miss Seanna..m bloggin again.. =)

to all ma blog fanz (kalulah ada)

kak minta maaf yer fer not updatin..very very sorry.

and yea..b4 i 4get..today is a special day fer one of ma good fren..its his 18th bday =D

HAPPY BDAY BENJAMIN RAJ!!!

haha. sengaja mau tulis nama penuh.

turn 18 dy. so jgn duk nakal-nakal dy aite. be good!! *look at huz advicin*

*sigh*
diz is wad hapenz to me wen i n Nes get together..
i tend to speak more Malay like her..
shez addictive..

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i realise ma previous blog is kinda emo.
da truth is i wasnt actually dat sad..jz wanted to make da blog more dramatik..u noe lar kan..

come to tink of it..i cant rmbr da last time i cried..
i've been laughin n smilin alot recently..wic feels really good..*touchwood touchwood*

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and hey..i have finally pulled da guts to book JPJ test fer ma motor license..wic is on da 16th of Feb.

wish me luck u guys..i need it badly!!

i am SUPER PISSED right now.
fer godsake..have some trust in me fer a change.
m not sayin m all good
but hey m not all bad either

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all m tryin to say iz
dunt jump to conclusion.
listen first..
den intepret.

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i dunt wanna hate you
so dunt make me.

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i am a teenager.
m prone on makin mistakez.
but hw will i ever learn if i dunt make one?

~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~

i noe ur guin thru a really hard time.
it breaks ma heart to see you like diz.
but please dunt take it out on me.

~~~~~ ~~~~~~

i miss the old you.
the one hu trusted me.
the one i trusted the most.

~~~~~~ ~~~~~~

i was der to laugh at ur silly jokez.
i was der to listen wen u had a problem.
i was der to gv u a shoulder wen u had to cry.
i was always der.
and i am always der.
and i will alwayz be der fer you.

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i love you.

geez.

my sister is so damn good at bloggin.

i din noe she had in her..weLl done PAVI!!

m like soo impressed.

and hey dun worry dat much bout 'jelebi' aite.. dey are oily and too sweet at timez
and plus dey are soo outdated.
muruku is da new sheriff in town! *hueva diz muruku iz*
and pluz muruku suitz u beta kiruke!

~empty~
my brain is so empty.
i've literally stop thinkin.
i havent read nytin fer diz past one month. nope. not even da newzpaper. okay maybe jz the comic part but apart from that absolutely nothin.

*gasps*
omg! i have became lazy! or zit i had became lazy? or or i have become lazy?
GREAT! now i cant even get the tense or noun or verb or wateva it is called right!!
and I AM sittin fer SPM nex year. i mean diz year. ooopsie daisy..

i still cant get 2008 out of ma head though. it past by soo quickly..
at one moment i was laughin..den cryin..dancin..runnin..smilin..cursin..
and the nex m sittin in front of the tv watchin exorcixt 2 wid a bucket of baskin robbinz in ma hands wic i reluctantly have to share wid ma sistaz cuz dad made me celebratin my new year eve.

in a blink of an eye..i am now seventeen. (maybe not officially seventeen cuz my bdayz in may)
well itz not fair actually..i can oni take my driverz license after May..but i hv to sit fer f5 fom January.

our education system is soo lame. hmm..hope badawi doznt read muh blog..
u noe wad badawi..on second though i dun care if do read diz blog and decide on sue-ing me..
or worse sen me to some isolated jail wer dy serve chicken oni once a month..
i as a malaysian have kebebasan to bersuara. translation: freedom to speak (i inserted the translation part cuz oh u noe..wad if the editor of new york timez happenz to read my blog?)

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dear Sophie Kinsella,

pls pls pretty pls publish a new book.
i miss readin dem so dearly. =)

okay so now
our pm sir badawi reads ma blog.
and the editor of new york timez
and Sophie Kinsella.

add in tyra bankz and donald trump in dat list..
i might as well be the mAlAYSSIan version of Oprah Wi..*trailin away*

ooookay! BACK TO REALITY!
landin on earth..
landdinng..
landdiii..LANDED!

current state of mind : empty. again.
i want to bloogg..but i've got nuthin to blog about.
it hurts me to say diz but to tell u guys da truth my life is not interestin at all. its fun at timez. but at most..its boring. and v're not talkin the plain borin kind. diz is more like dead boring. like m-gna-kill-myself-due-to-chronic-boredom boring.

*such a drama queen*

m gna end diz blog by sayin...

PLASTIC PHAVITHRA YOU ROCK!!!!

u go gal!